I love you so much.  I wish.  I wish something.  I wish, I suppose, that you were all that you are, but with a kindness, a tender heart.  A sensitivity.  A gentleness.  A man aware.  An understanding of matters of the heart.  How you can crush my heart with so few words.  I wish you knew, understood how very much I love you.  How much I would give to have a relationship with you that was rooted in sensitivity, kindness.  Don't you understand how much I love you and how powerful your words are?  You're tough, I am not.  You crush me with so little.